im done ive checked out and im ready to leave"i would like the check please im done....no im just asking for the check b/c i want to have dinner with it of course im done now just give me the mf check and ill be on my way thank you"

so for all of you that will read this it is four years of changes and four years of finding myself over and over again then losing myself for a while in the midst of fights deaths suicides and wanting to just go find someone to hate on b/c i lost a part of me.i want to let you all know that anyone who knows what ive gone through knows that i hope that all of you go onto great things and succedeplease understand i hope you all live long

im really lonley and i want to evpress myself and i dont want to be judged for it...that was the old me im still a little lonley but i now know that ishould only do something b/c i want to not b/c someone else wants me to so no matter what someone says ill always be myself.my final year in highschool wow ive had this account for four years ive seen heard and witnessed so many things that i never thought i would but in the end i think i needed to witness these things b/c otherwise i would never be able to live through what i have to all those people that have stayed by my side for so many years youve helped me live and learn all those who have come and gone in my life youve played just as big a part in making me who i am.all these things are who i am and will always be please listen to this and never forget your never weird only speacil and different in your way never lose that ever

to end this journey of tomorrows a few pointers for life 1)lots of friends
2)never back down
3)always cherish love to its fullest

this week is spirit week mon sports day tues-twin day wed-class color (seniors got red)
thurs-MiSmAtCh dAy fri-decade day(seniors got the 80's) ive participated so far but the looks ive been getting is rediculos everyone that is payticipating should tell everyone else to shut the hell up if there not gonna be a part of the fun cause this is the fun part of school that gets us through the last week before thanksgiving so shut up if you arnt apart of spirit week

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this song makes me happy no matter what mood im in latley ive been feeling sad but ever cents i herd this song i get extatic and my mood just improves so much and all i want to do is just bust out and dance all over the place and ohhh i feel so good i just cant explain it please if you ever feel sad just listen to this song....am i weird b/c i hate goodbyes? ahh well "id like to make myself belive that planet earth turns slowly its hard to say that id rather stay awake when im asleep cause everything is never as it seems...cause my dreams are bearsting at the seems"owl citys fireflies
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i dont know why everytime i get s good relationship going somthing happens to ruin it like ohhh say here being wikid obssesive why cant for once i have a SOLID relationship its starting to affect me hard like shes all kiss me and im like hello im sick no and shes doesnt listen then she has to know where i am constantly and the list goes on and on but i dont want to break up with her b/c shes liked me for 2years im at a loss figures